Thursday, September 13 | 7:04 AM
EMPTY
Who am I kidding? He was never there. There's no more reason for me to smile. He was my last inspiration. Now that he's gone, I'm not sure if I can go on living like this. It feels so empty. Looking back at those happy days, I now realized that they were all just lies. The Realist told me that migrating won't change things. Now looking at the days ahead, I only see myself in sorrow as long as he's not by my side. I can only see a useless me roaming around aimlessly in a prison we call reality (reality is he's gone now). I bet if he just died instead of him telling me this I'd be able to move on easier but in this case, he's alive but he's not by my side. I gave up too much to just move on. The worst part is that everybody worked together against me. I feel so betrayed right now.
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Thursday, September 13 | 7:04 AM
EMPTY
Who am I kidding? He was never there. There's no more reason for me to smile. He was my last inspiration. Now that he's gone, I'm not sure if I can go on living like this. It feels so empty. Looking back at those happy days, I now realized that they were all just lies. The Realist told me that migrating won't change things. Now looking at the days ahead, I only see myself in sorrow as long as he's not by my side. I can only see a useless me roaming around aimlessly in a prison we call reality (reality is he's gone now). I bet if he just died instead of him telling me this I'd be able to move on easier but in this case, he's alive but he's not by my side. I gave up too much to just move on. The worst part is that everybody worked together against me. I feel so betrayed right now.
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