The fact that I don't get invited to places means a single thing. It just means that I don't really have close friends like typical people. Emo much? Yeah, that's me. I know for one that I'm emo because of the fact that I get ignored a lot, not just with high school. I thought that things would change in college, but then I realized that it's actually the same in a way. I wonder if the same thing will happen when I graduate and have work.

      I was never sociable, maybe that's why I'm having doubts about my debut even when some of it has already been planned out. I always wanted to have a debut where 250 people would actually go because they want to. It's just impossible now, because well, I don't have that many people who really care what I do with my life. Let me reiterate the fact that I've not been invited to many debuts. That's how unimportant I am to people's lives.

      I remember the times where I'd be riding an airplane. While up there in the sky, I could see nothing but clouds below. When we get closer to the ground, I can see the small buildings and moving cars down below. When it's dark, I also see so many lights. What a beautiful but sad reminder that I'm just one of those little specks on the ground, just like so many people around the world. Even when I'm around just a few people I get ignored, let alone around the world population.

      I really want an explanation why things are like this.

      The fact that I don't get invited to places means a single thing. It just means that I don't really have close friends like typical people. Emo much? Yeah, that's me. I know for one that I'm emo because of the fact that I get ignored a lot, not just with high school. I thought that things would change in college, but then I realized that it's actually the same in a way. I wonder if the same thing will happen when I graduate and have work.

      I was never sociable, maybe that's why I'm having doubts about my debut even when some of it has already been planned out. I always wanted to have a debut where 250 people would actually go because they want to. It's just impossible now, because well, I don't have that many people who really care what I do with my life. Let me reiterate the fact that I've not been invited to many debuts. That's how unimportant I am to people's lives.

      I remember the times where I'd be riding an airplane. While up there in the sky, I could see nothing but clouds below. When we get closer to the ground, I can see the small buildings and moving cars down below. When it's dark, I also see so many lights. What a beautiful but sad reminder that I'm just one of those little specks on the ground, just like so many people around the world. Even when I'm around just a few people I get ignored, let alone around the world population.

      I really want an explanation why things are like this.